I am tired of having to put that before what else there is to be had. I am the bearer of bad news, I say what has to be said for no one else will say it. I am the bloody example.
Someone once said that only women are self-sacrificing in society, this is why they have problems. Madness.
For once, I would like to be happy just for myself, Empire be damned.
Of course, I'll probably want it all back tomorrow. It's in my nature. It's proverbially what I do.